Love Pt.1
"She didn't take my breath away. She gave me an asthma problem" - me (I wrote this shit)
I have been in love where it was one sided from either sides, where it was impractical as fuck and also where it was absolutely practical to be with each other and even have a future together.
I, being a narcissist all my life, have had me in my life as a separate person who is with me all the time.(read that again, but slowly)
I have been a lonely person and enjoyed that phase as well. I am always in a relationship with myself. Whenever I am even mildly in a relationship (with another person)I feel I'm losing my creativity. Is this bad for loving someone else or is love bad for me? I have reckoned the following . May or may not apply to you so chill:-
- Love is like fear - comes, takes a major share of your mind and goes away with time but stays somewhere in there.
- Falling in love is easy, being there is tough.
- Love brings a certain comfort in your life- bad for business. Comfortable means content, content means you have everything you ever wanted, now you don't want anything so you don't work hard for it anymore. You forget your goals.
- Love is just another emotion(sad, happy, angry, scared etc.) ruining your thoughts.
- and more...
BUT
- Love if beautiful. It makes you smile like a creep in the middle of nothing.
- It brings two people together and make them realise that there are things bigger than their ego. The compromises and others thing we do for love.
- Love doesn't let you give up.
- Makes you do things you thought you never could (like drifting away from your goals) like driving across cities when you dont even wanna drive to NCR because of laziness.(inside joke with myself because I'm a narcissist, remember?). Other things like writing songs even though you're not a professional song writer or writing stories or even blogs *cough*.
to be continued...
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